Sabtu, 12 Mei 2012

Patah Hati 'ah biasa' --..--

HEARTBEAT - 2PM



Can you feel my heartbeat

The heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. And it's beating for you

No matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet

why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. I want to stop. No matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. My heart is broken. Why

Why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go. It still feels like you're next to me. I can't believe in farewell

No matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

Listen to my heartbeat. It's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. It's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. I don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. It's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. It's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. I think of you every time my heart beats

I have to forget. I have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. If i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. She ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. She won't come back. She doesn't think of you.

She doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well

she already forgot about me, totally erased me. Why can't i do that


Listen to my heartbeat. It's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. It's waiting for you

My heart is beating faster and faster (x4)


Chacha jadi melow nih kalo ngedenger lagu ini, tisu yang tadinya 'berapa lapis?' 'RATUSANN' jadi nyisa selembar dua lembar . eh tapi bener kok lagu ini dalem banget buat aku. Kenapa? karena aku pernah ngerasainya.

Sebanarnya, faktanya, realitanya,  I've fallen in love with someone who does not love me, kasian banget kan. ceritanya panjang, pasti tahu dong rasanya kalo udah menyangkut bertepuk sebelah tangan. rasanya itu kaya digigit trio macan semut api yang udah nggak makan 3 abad lamanya. 

tapi dalam dunia persilatan percintaan, patah hati itu hal biasa. siap jatuh cinta harus siap patah hati dong iya dong iya kan?

dibilang dikasih harapan ama si *ehem iya. tapi HARAPAN PALSU men.
waktu si *ehem udah sukses buat aku jatuh hati DIA NGILANG men.

ok stop being angry to him.  ini bukan salah dia, tiap orang berhak dong atas perasaannya sendiri. so Mr * ehem disini nggak bersalah. yang salah aku, kenapa bisa suka sama dia. 

kalo kata-kata basinya sih gini : 
kamu nggak bisa maksain dia buat suka sama kamu. 
(hak dia dong hati-hati dia, dia mau suka ato nggak itu udah urusan otonomi hati dia)
dia nggak bisa maksain kamu untuk berhenti suka sama dia.
(suka-suka kamu dong hati-hati kamu mau suka kek enggak kek, toh kita yg punya hati) 

jadi kalo menurut chacha patah hati itu salah satu konsekuensi dari jatuh cinta, berani jatuh cinta berarti sudah siap bahagia, berani jatuh cinta berarti sudah siap juga buat patah hati. 

so teman-teman take care with your heart yah,,,,,bagi yang dah terlanjur patah hati sana gih bunuh diri jangan down, cinta nggak pernah salah hanya saja orang yang kamu beri cinta bukan orang yang tepat.
 

gitu juga chacha yang sekarang udah bahagia sentosa menjalin rumah tangga yang sakinah mawadah warrahmah bersama suami tercinta chacha 

 ebeb nuneo  :*




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